Recent Entries Garion born; thinking of doing video logs - 2012-09-01 I'm married, I'm a prospective father, wow I never update - 2012-05-22 Got the job at the NIA; mother complicates wedding plans - 2011-10-13 Scrawl - 2011-08-05 It's never been better - 2011-06-02
|
Damnit Auriel.. 2005-09-25 - 2:22 a.m. And it looks like I might've done that again. But it isn't just a small problem with an authority figure. I might have thoughtlessly said something that could end a friendship. This person's been there for me when I wanted a hand up, when most people take my silence at face value. It's me after all, some people have thought; how could I be unstable or in need of help? But she gave it. Fuck I feel like a goddamned idiot. It seems like when I finally stop thinking, that's when I do say stupid shit I can barely remember. This happens with work items too. I know something is wrong or missing when I felt content or relaxed. It means I've forgotten something. In any case, I think I fucked up. And I'm sorry. GuestbookWritten and photographic content, 2001-2070, Gemini Inc., All rights reserved. Disclaimer. |