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Damnit Auriel..

2005-09-25 - 2:22 a.m.

When I was younger I had a bad habit of saying shit before thinking about it. I can remember a few trips to the school office from this or that place. There I'd be, just talking, and out something would slip that seemed completely innocuous. But later on, when I didn't expect anything, suddenly I'd fucked.

And it looks like I might've done that again. But it isn't just a small problem with an authority figure. I might have thoughtlessly said something that could end a friendship. This person's been there for me when I wanted a hand up, when most people take my silence at face value. It's me after all, some people have thought; how could I be unstable or in need of help?

But she gave it.

Fuck I feel like a goddamned idiot. It seems like when I finally stop thinking, that's when I do say stupid shit I can barely remember.

This happens with work items too. I know something is wrong or missing when I felt content or relaxed. It means I've forgotten something.

In any case, I think I fucked up. And I'm sorry.

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