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To the grey 2022-02-28 - 12:51 a.m. 
I decided that the outside world has changed too much. I do not recognize others. I see an old man starring back at me when I can look in the mirror. I need to drink to sleep some nights. I need to drink every day to rough away the edges of the emptiness inside.It is time to cut ties. The Fates bid it. I bid it. I did not choose the darkness or the light. I chose the grey. I choose to feel as little as possible. I missed this place. My void. It’s good to be back home. |
