Mysticism
2001: [July, August, September, October, November, December ]
2002: [January, February, March, April, May, June, July, August, September, October, November, December ] 2003: [January, February, March, April, May, June, July, August, September, October, November, December] 2004: [January, February, March, April]
2024-04-14 - Still not dead
2023-08-19 - Insomnia nights
2022-12-11 - Taking out the trash
2022-09-03 - Lost at sea
2022-06-28 - Shadow of the man I used to be
2022-05-26 - Life is hell
2022-04-22 - Waiting
2022-03-02 - Denied tenure
2022-03-01 - Mental-Emotional Funeral for K
2022-02-28 - They said
2022-02-28 - A toast to dying inside
2022-02-28 - To the grey
2022-02-22 - Still nothing
2022-02-04 - One more step out of this toxic shithole?
2022-01-28 - Burn it all to the fucking ground
2022-01-16 - Damned by God
2022-01-09 - Still falling
2022-01-09 - Don’t call the cops on me
2022-01-09 - I live in hell
2021-06-19 - Just accelerating inescapable decline
2021-04-26 - The ? of Two Evils
2021-04-22 - We don’t need to talk about it
2021-03-12 - Rectal paramedics
2021-03-12 - Death is a blessing
2021-03-10 - All dressed down with nowhere to go
2021-03-08 - Catch
2020-05-07 - And so I jumped at the chance
2020-04-21 - Hope is gone
2019-02-07 - So many crazy bitches in the rear-view mirror, motherfucker is like a dog pound
2018-03-25 - Hello again, old friend
2017-09-24 - Some relationships die; some blossom
2017-07-29 - I will die alone
2017-06-22 - Amanda - gone
2017-03-22 - Drowning
2016-12-21 - What? That's it? Fuck you, Daath!
2016-11-24 - Thanksgiving 2016
2016-10-15 - Das Bunker 20th Anniversary!
2016-09-15 - A day of Daath
2016-09-05 - Maegan died
2016-08-28 - Anthem for the Severed
2016-08-26 - Move on
2016-08-24 - Trying to find closure
2016-08-19 - Polyamory
2016-07-27 - Woody Allen shits on my "in love" story
2016-07-20 - And on and on
2016-07-20 - Another conference
2016-06-06 - This is life
2016-06-06 - Academia
2016-05-08 - MD
2016-05-06 - Midnight Loop
2016-05-06 - If the bough
2016-03-27 - Blackbird Song
2016-03-25 - Only fear of death
2016-03-25 - Any less sad
2016-03-24 - Life is simple
2016-03-18 - Lost above sea
2016-03-03 - Lost
2016-01-23 - Barely catch my breath
2016-01-03 - Taking its toll
2015-12-31 - Winter 2016
2015-10-09 - Satellite Mind
2015-09-29 - The Last Days
2015-09-27 - Sea of neglectful tranquility
2015-09-25 - Well that un-awkwarded
2015-09-24 - Indian food and talking
2015-09-20 - A day-long friend
2015-09-19 - Dead poet's society
2015-09-18 - I hate Facebook
2015-09-09 - 'Tis the season
2015-08-24 - What exactly does this Daath fucker do?
2015-08-02 - Yay press
2015-06-30 - What Daath is about
2015-06-18 - The best explanation
2015-06-01 - On a plane
2015-05-14 - Alone
2015-05-11 - Dyssomnia, part several dozen something
2015-05-10 - No no, THIS is my Mother's Day present to my wife
2015-04-27 - The pain of being yourself
2015-04-26 - Not one of those people
2015-04-12 - Dante is my inferno wingman
2015-03-16 - Largely in Limbo
2015-02-24 - Mantra for White Suburbia
2015-02-15 - True in so many ways
2015-01-25 - k
2015-01-25 - Monster cat
2014-12-19 - Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
2014-12-16 - Moved to Ames, Iowa
2014-11-30 - Tired of carrying bags of dicks
2014-11-27 - My Time at the NIA
2014-11-05 - 3rd year anniversary (technically)
2014-11-03 - Some days we all fail
2014-10-09 - Here's to change
2014-10-07 - Mindset to music
2014-10-07 - Stolen Car
2014-09-24 - Fractured
2014-09-21 - Maybe
2014-08-31 - A night at the museum
2014-08-31 - Petty things
2014-08-12 - Good hunting
2014-08-06 - Moving to Iowa soon
2014-06-20 - Right here
2014-05-19 - It's true
2014-05-06 - Job Offer
2014-04-27 - Miscellaneous
2014-04-27 - Moved; interviewed
2014-03-20 - Lovecraft
2014-02-24 - I am Jack's diatribe of self-congratulatory complaining
2014-02-10 - Ultima rides again. Consults again. Yes.
2014-01-31 - What The EverLasting Fuck
2014-01-31 - What The EverLasting Fuck
2014-01-14 - Emergency Room
2014-01-09 - 2014: So far, you have not been an asshole
2013-12-31 - 2013: I am glad you are dead.
2013-12-25 - Christmas 2013
2013-12-23 - The desperation of growing older
2013-06-22 - We had a cat named Moe. Moe is dead now. (And dumb MES crap)
2013-06-18 - Friends on the wind
2013-06-17 - Not Done Just Yet
2013-06-17 - MES update I never made
2013-02-22 - National Margarita Day
2013-02-17 - Rewarmed Theme: my buddies page on Diaryland
2013-02-14 - Still hate Baltimore
2012-11-05 - 1 year anniversary!
2012-09-09 - Quantum project; worries about work
2012-09-01 - Garion born; thinking of doing video logs
2012-05-22 - I'm married, I'm a prospective father, wow I never update
2011-10-13 - Got the job at the NIA; mother complicates wedding plans
2011-08-05 - Scrawl
2011-06-02 - It's never been better
2011-03-22 - Life is complicated. What else is new.
2011-02-13 - Meeting parents and parents met (part 1)
2011-01-12 - Ever so brief an intermission to say hi to Autumnal
2011-01-11 - Swords to plowshares: epilogue part 1
2010-12-11 - Yeah so I'm getting married FYI
2010-11-18 - Being in love is awesome
2010-11-06 - And another interrupted broadcast
2010-10-31 - Life has been vastly complicated..and I still don't have time to explain
2010-10-19 - Another interruption: despair and the conquest
2010-10-16 - Closure: the friend from Arizona; The Poet
2010-10-16 - Scythes to plowshares: part 2
2010-10-11 - Scythes to plowshares: part 1
2010-10-07 - The morning I could finally let go
2010-09-27 - Emotional sanity restored
2010-09-26 - Back on the red demi-plane
2010-09-23 - Dating sucks; weekend plans; Hill
2010-09-13 - Synopsis of the last 7 weeks
2010-08-31 - All I ask, Life..
2010-08-29 - Oh Sundays..
2010-08-22 - What the fuck happened to my club?
2010-08-20 - .
2010-08-18 - Not much drama
2010-08-11 - Oh for fuck's sake. Stand down, stand down.
2010-08-10 - Do not even...
2010-08-08 - Well that's another month of waiting for a camera
2010-08-08 - Any given aimless Sunday; A good Inferno night
2010-08-07 - Declaration
2010-08-05 - Life is lovely
2010-07-31 - A good saturday's definition
2010-07-29 - New genetics study plopped into my lab; I need to get back to Detroit
2010-07-25 - Bartertown as a Mad Max theme night sucked; visiting people
2010-07-17 - Running and gym
2010-07-13 - Firm Foundation and Old-New Patterns
2010-07-05 - Breakthrough with the glucose regulation + brain data
2010-07-02 - Pre-4th of July explosion
2010-06-30 - You. Cannot. Be Fucking. Serious.
2010-06-29 - The hamster makes the whole thing
2010-06-22 - ...
2010-06-21 - Seeing Persia
2010-06-15 - More good (professional) news
2010-06-08 - Birthday exegesis
2010-06-06 - Inferno, prospective fetish wear, 3-way interactions
2010-06-03 - Chronic insomnia
2010-06-01 - Writing; science writing; science
2010-05-30 - You can now read this journal on IE; Pining for the 90's sort of
2010-05-27 - People; beer day; meat day
2010-05-25 - Being a scientist blows sometimes; knee joint pain
2010-05-25 - Insomnia and Daath: A 5 Word Play
2010-05-21 - Friends and loved ones
2010-05-18 - Like all get out
2010-05-13 - I pay for the internet once again!
2010-05-11 - Assemblage 23; random updates; Rachel
2010-05-09 - Money: it stands to reason and no reason at all
2010-05-05 - Yeah that's more like it
2010-05-04 - Probably getting sick, but still productive
2010-05-01 - Doctor Daath has a funny ring to it
2010-04-29 - Tour of duty almost up
2010-04-27 - Cliched as it sounds, they just don't get it
2010-04-25 - Inferno; a rambling treatise about finding a group
2010-04-24 - Over-educated but still mildly fly
2010-04-23 - Odd sleeping patterns
2010-04-20 - Making the argument
2010-04-18 - My old Inferno is back
2010-04-16 - Post graduate school
2010-04-14 - Living
2010-04-13 - The Ph.D. comes soon
2010-04-12 - Stand back
2010-04-11 - Trainwrecks
2010-04-10 - Talk to the bovines
2010-04-08 - Ode to alcohol
2010-04-03 - Dissertation nearly done
2010-04-02 - Re-applying for a job I got.
2010-03-31 - Devastated
2010-03-26 - ...
2010-03-22 - Independence by means of burrito
2010-03-20 - Just failed to realize. I guess.
2010-03-18 - I missed my half-forgotten journal
2010-03-18 - Hands
2010-03-15 - Blame it
2010-03-14 - St. Patrick's Day parade
2010-03-11 - Interviews at Penn
2010-03-05 - Single again
2010-03-02 - Slowly
2010-02-13 - Too long too soon
2010-02-01 - Ready for it to be over
2010-01-30 - Post-doc applications are in!
2010-01-24 - Work
2010-01-21 - My God, I think I'm singing.
2010-01-15 - Perpetual nomadic living
2010-01-15 - Auto-Televangelist
2010-01-12 - Up in the air
2009-12-25 - Christmas 2009
2009-11-27 - Thanksgiving 2009
2009-11-19 - Almost too much, but not enough
2009-11-12 - Domo arrigato roboto
2009-10-27 - Same here
2009-10-23 - That's hott
2009-10-06 - The long grinding road
2009-09-07 - Fred and Sada's wedding aftermath
2009-09-06 - 4 o'clock in the morning when the ambulance arrives
2009-09-01 - TAing this coming semester
2009-08-31 - Two separate but equal parts of an ass
2009-08-27 - Insomnia
2009-08-20 - Useless ranting about taking on an additonal job
2009-08-18 - Poor
2009-08-17 - Usual updates at the usual time, nothing profound
2009-08-10 - Goddamn fucking car
2009-08-01 - Three different parts of life, all going well
2009-06-25 - It doesn't get easier
2009-06-17 - Filler
2009-06-17 - Filler
2009-06-02 - Traveling to PNI meeting
2009-05-23 - Mother and Son
2009-05-18 - The Wild Goose
2009-05-04 - Busy Lack
2009-04-07 - Neverending
2009-04-04 - You will soon see a monkey brain on CNN. I made that shit.
2009-04-03 - Bullet points
2009-03-31 - If at first you don't succeed
2009-03-25 - Fuck that noise
2009-03-17 - Talk to an old man
2009-03-11 - Lights out
2009-03-05 - The Holy Diver
2009-03-03 - Updates I never did; cooking a lot recently; scattershot
2009-03-02 - A A
2009-02-27 - The happiness of others disturbs me
2009-02-23 - Time enough for nothing
2009-02-13 - Damned illness
2009-01-26 - Death at monster truck rally
2009-01-17 - Winter Holiday 2008
2009-01-13 - Back from hiatus
2008-12-27 - Time in a wrapper; 2nd posting to Cooper's site
2008-12-26 - Christmas season 2008
2008-12-23 - Note to Rachel; Detroit vacation
2008-12-20 - Undead dildo farm
2008-12-11 - Holidays are coming again, and again, and again
2008-11-25 - Poem: 'Ms. Detroit'
2008-11-19 - Volunteer projects are hard to keep up
2008-11-18 - Something invaded my home last night
2008-11-15 - My Day Schedule
2008-11-14 - And right back to normative
2008-11-13 - Self Decay
2008-11-12 - The job switch is a building with lights at night
2008-11-05 - Winsome mild depression brought on by sleep dep
2008-11-04 - Election Day; Actual Update
2008-11-02 - I wish I hadn't been just a young teenager when Nirvana was around
2008-10-30 - Anger
2008-10-30 - Resurrection by scars
2008-10-25 - Well Buttfuck Jesus
2008-10-22 - Poem: 'One Memory'
2008-10-20 - Poem: 'Riley the Mountain'
2008-10-18 - Life is on an upturn in the usual cycle
2008-10-13 - A few of these are dreams
2008-10-06 - Work life sucks less
2008-09-11 - A Tale for Jack
2008-09-01 - Poem: 'Sisyphus Skilift'
2008-09-01 - Life as a DVD
2008-08-20 - yes!
2008-08-06 - Extended vacation
2008-07-14 - Lake Superior trip; Chicago trip; stuff
2008-06-11 - So these are the late 20's
2008-05-27 - This is the sound of my recording
2008-05-05 - Start of prelims
2008-04-27 - Quals coming next week
2008-04-27 - Honestly, lay off already
2008-04-10 - Slapdash: better, more productive, not a pig in a cage
2008-04-04 - Film Festival; first solo show
2008-03-31 - Filler
2008-03-11 - My cognitive abilities are getting odd
2008-03-07 - Work, relationship, art projects: yay ^ 3
2008-03-03 - D-land layout changed!!
2008-02-27 - Life is just really damn busy
2008-02-27 - Life is just really damn busy
2008-02-06 - I hate snow
2008-01-26 - Very Ape
2008-01-18 - Or some approximation thereunto
2008-01-02 - Back in Detroit 2007-8
2007-12-25 - Christmas 2007: well this sucks
2007-12-19 - Same old, same old, which is just fine
2007-12-03 - Update pending
2007-11-14 - Bad News/Good News on new car, Thanksgiving
2007-11-10 - I bought a new car. It has fake wood and shit. Rock on.
2007-11-02 - Car shopping continues
2007-10-25 - My car needs to be replaced. Life sucks.
2007-10-17 - All the black is really white, if you believe it
2007-10-15 - An Ode to Saucy Jack
2007-10-07 - Back from NAS conference
2007-09-27 - Gone for a week to San Diego and LA for a conference; Art Show
2007-09-18 - God Damn the Sun
2007-09-17 - Milwaukee/St. Paul mini-trip
2007-09-11 - Fall 2007 shaping up well
2007-09-04 - Yup. One auditted course this semester. Woo-fucking-hoo.
2007-09-02 - Life goes along
2007-08-23 - Jack ain't dead yet, I guess. Sweet.
2007-08-15 - Farewell the Ashtray Girl(s)
2007-08-06 - Quick Update
2007-08-01 - The B Process
2007-07-31 - Saucy Jack
2007-07-31 - Sleep
2007-07-20 - 5 days in Door County
2007-07-18 - I am so busy I can barely comprehend anything
2007-07-10 - Ha ha funny roommate moment; short update
2007-06-27 - Emotional distraction
2007-06-25 - Busy busy busy...
2007-06-17 - The Inferno: some random chick and the regulars; recent life
2007-06-14 - Another Year Older; Progress on MRI data
2007-06-06 - I can write. Spaghetti spaghetti.
2007-05-24 - Back open for business
2007-05-14 - Finals are over; work not quite
2007-05-13 - I didn't forget mother's day!
2007-05-13 - Finals, likely for the last time ever
2007-05-08 - In the last two weeks I've
2007-05-01 - Severe vertigo sucks
2007-04-24 - Life is good, so I get anti-social
2007-04-17 - Wisconsin Film Festival 2007
2007-04-10 - Another 'staying in touch with people' post
2007-04-05 - Another conversation
2007-04-03 - Rollerderby, drinks with hobbits, me @ church, noirs are fine things
2007-03-31 - A Quiet Saturday
2007-03-27 - Big Developments
2007-03-27 - Big Developments
2007-03-23 - It's not like I don't realize it's nuts, I just like it
2007-03-22 - Rumors to the contrary, I am not a corpse
2007-03-10 - Why life is (mostly) good; Inopportune timing but hey
2007-03-04 - 2nd Date with Emily
2007-03-02 - Cleaning out my car for a woman. Yes, it's big.
2007-03-01 - My Friday Schedule
2007-02-26 - Normal dating. I like it.
2007-02-20 - Vacation: Part 3 of 4 - The Wedding Ceremony
2007-02-19 - Insomnia
2007-02-16 - Not that I'm looking forward to it...
2007-02-14 - Valentine's Day Part 2
2007-02-14 - Valentine's Day 2007 part 1
2007-02-12 - Excuses; {Personal Defense}
2007-02-06 - Not enough time for vacation update, but here
2007-02-03 - Updated: Prospective photography show; Laura in Miami; Val at the Inferno
2007-02-01 - I'm updating soon, I swear
2007-01-28 - Ahh the Inferno, my weekly jolly rancher of smoke and gin
2007-01-25 - An old face from the past coming to visit/crash
2007-01-24 - The lab is tough, but this is uncalled for
2007-01-22 - They do
2007-01-19 - Present Day interrum
2007-01-16 - UPDATED: Vacation: part 2 of ? (Wedding Rehearsal Day)
2007-01-08 - We interrupt this important update to bring you an update: Odd things; Inferno; Mari coming
2007-01-06 - Vacation: Part 1 of ?
2007-01-01 - More soon
2006-12-23 - Vacation is cool
2006-12-21 - I have known Hell, and appreciate life more for it
2006-12-19 - The last two months: part 1
2006-12-19 - Back at home in California
2006-12-15 - Another sleepless night before my cell and molec neuro final
2006-12-10 - Sisyphus was a gimp
2006-12-06 - I need help, I think
2006-12-06 - I'm just wired differently
2006-12-06 - Go me
2006-11-30 - Study study study study...
2006-11-25 - Poem: Eyesight for the Fallen
2006-11-23 - Journey of a Dozen Steps - Part 2 of ?: The Ford Conference!
2006-11-23 - Journey of a Dozen Steps - Part 1 of ?; new photo
2006-11-15 - I need a break from this Ivory Tower shit
2006-11-14 - ...Lead up to a mega-update. Oh yes.
2006-11-08 - Elections 2006! Holy shit!!
2006-11-07 - Elections 2006!
2006-11-06 - Reasons why a real update ain't coming soon.
2006-11-02 - I should not be nearly this coherent after 20 hours awake
2006-10-31 - Yay work!!
2006-10-30 - Halloween Weekend and the after monday
2006-10-25 - Still busy getting ready for take home midterm
2006-10-23 - Some new photographs to fill the interrum
2006-10-19 - Uhhh...Part 2 and 3 and 4 and 4 1/2. It's just long.
2006-10-16 - Insomnia
2006-10-15 - Post manuscript burnout; the winter season
2006-10-15 - Wow, my feet hurt like hell and skin is missing. Woohoo.
2006-10-08 - A past weekend of geekery, a week of filming, a weekend of woe and partying (part 1 of 2)
2006-10-07 - A nowhere somewhere
2006-10-05 - To hell with it
2006-10-04 - No time for update yet
2006-10-02 - Teaser entry
2006-09-26 - Good shit, not so good shit
2006-09-23 - Well that's better; Getting to know Dorian Gray (UPDATED)
2006-09-23 - I'll get a little help..
2006-09-21 - Some semblance of normalcy without any of that 'joy' shit. I like it.
2006-09-18 - Roadmap
2006-09-17 - Just gotta dance, if only to glance, at reality in a memory
2006-09-15 - The Boglands
2006-09-14 - Some fun facts about a 5 1/2 year old journal/diary/blog/receptacle
2006-09-12 - Classes classes;The Yesterdays
2006-09-10 - Ah sweet Inferno, you bring so many newbs
2006-09-10 - Reminds me of 'Tumbling Down'
2006-09-09 - Well, classes are getting better..and I'm..decent
2006-09-08 - Poem: Depolarize my ass, please
2006-09-07 - 1st day of classes; We had a fast car
2006-09-03 - A real update: part 2 of 2
2006-09-03 - A real update: part 1 of 2
2006-08-30 - Post-Its
2006-08-24 - The waiting game; Walmart; fast if hollow times at the Inferno
2006-08-21 - Poems: 'Woman by the Window'; 'The Beast'
2006-08-18 - A letter from Mom to me and vice-versa
2006-08-17 - ...Ok so I'm suddenly fine. I'll take it, jackass body
2006-08-17 - These medical issues cannot continue...
2006-08-15 - Post-moving: the day the home internet connection stood still
2006-08-12 - Friday from hell; electronic music festival; moving and cleaning
2006-08-08 - Well that fixes that work-related FUBAR
2006-08-07 - Insomnia once again
2006-08-06 - The phone/email/pigeon works both ways, yet I am an island. Hm.
2006-08-05 - Leather and Lace: Fuck It, Fine, I'll Go
2006-08-05 - So I've written the equivalent of a novel for this game. Not bad.
2006-08-02 - The eternal (or at least bi-weekly) question!
2006-08-02 - Oh. I fucked up. Huh.; health list
2006-08-01 - Same as it ever was
2006-07-31 - An argument between two gentlemen
2006-07-31 - B-side
2006-07-30 - Reverence 2006: a review!; Pirates, clerks, and the week like a vacation; the lunch time flood to end all lunch time floods
2006-07-30 - I spoke too soon. God or whatever else help me.
2006-07-27 - Health crisis averted; thunderstorm flooding
2006-07-26 - Why must this meat falter?
2006-07-24 - Another violent dream; mind slightly fraying
2006-07-23 - A dialogue between a wisp and a red creature
2006-07-22 - New Photographs; Hard Gay! Say Say Say!
2006-07-21 - Reverence 2006
2006-07-19 - Side B: current life in science, art, writing, dreams, personal
2006-07-19 - Side A - this past saturday and sunday
2006-07-17 - Diurnal Sodomy: part 2 of 2: post-Inferno Drew party; 'date' with Erin G. on sunday
2006-07-15 - Weddings: is the excess worth it?
2006-07-15 - Gotta ask the answer
2006-07-12 - Seeing off Tat a la drinking
2006-07-12 - The Big Edit Job; research just goes on
2006-07-10 - Diurnal Sodomy: side 1 of 2
2006-07-06 - This past weekend: friday night drinking; Tat's b-day party
2006-07-05 - I want to burn with movement
2006-07-04 - Sploid!
2006-07-04 - Independence Day.
2006-07-02 - Detroit Trip: the rest
2006-06-30 - Another morally bankrupt weekend. Start your engines.
2006-06-29 - Yeah, so I danced my ass off instead
2006-06-28 - Apathy from frozen concentrate
2006-06-27 - Cafe living
2006-06-24 - Photographs: Detroit Adagio; 'Out of Control'
2006-06-24 - PNI 2006: Wednesday
2006-06-24 - Detroit trip continued (part whichever)
2006-06-22 - Detroit trip continued
2006-06-21 - Detroit trip continued
2006-06-18 - Detroit Trip: getting there and 1st day
2006-06-17 - Off to Detroit
2006-06-16 - Friday: a tale of two days
2006-06-14 - Round and round and round and...
2006-06-07 - Inferno and post-Inferno plans; Last of the Sputniks
2006-06-07 - Today balances to alright; Funding is secure; PNI 2006: Miami (Part 2)
2006-06-06 - Advisory warning this
2006-06-05 - PNI 2006: Miami (part 1)
2006-06-05 - The best of times, the not so hot of times
2006-06-05 - Back in Madison from Miami
2006-05-30 - Nope, no time prior to departure
2006-05-29 - Two days of errands for the PNI conference
2006-05-29 - Life in the States: a love of misery
2006-05-27 - I have founded a new school of non-art!
2006-05-24 - Amber apparently ain't just for tree sap
2006-05-21 - My body is going to hate my ass. Play with that as you will.
2006-05-20 - Hill is back and ok; frankenphotography
2006-05-19 - I vaguely love my cliche
2006-05-17 - An example of a busier day (assistant left, Cold War ego stroked, abnormal almost done)
2006-05-15 - Drive-By Update
2006-05-13 - How I met Katie (yes, finally); cold war with a colleague?
2006-05-13 - Yes, yes that is a perfect song
2006-05-08 - By no stretch of the imagination am I a "hardcore" gamer
2006-05-08 - Biological differences for homosexuality. I dig it.
2006-05-07 - The weekend leading up to the death and afterward (part 2 of 2)
2006-05-07 - The weekend leading up to the death and afterward (part 1 of 2)
2006-05-06 - Scott died last night
2006-05-04 - Random people from my past I can't remember. Groovy.
2006-05-03 - Well that was a fun opportunity I almost acted on
2006-05-03 - I will kick some MD ass if a platonic surgery ain't scheduled soon
2006-04-30 - So life really couldn't get any better. This should be where I'm happy, right?
2006-04-27 - And the Imbecile of the Month award goes to...
2006-04-25 - Too tired to really update
2006-04-24 - Just the usual
2006-04-20 - Break out the iced tea, the long-ass day is half-way done
2006-04-20 - This is going to be a long, long day
2006-04-19 - Adventures in Bureaucracy: trailer; what is Post-Doc up to...
2006-04-18 - Sing-song braille by the meadow's edge
2006-04-16 - Easter snippet; 1st time at the Inferno; Lindsay's bbq
2006-04-12 - Spanish for Monsters
2006-04-10 - I need some soluble phosphate or a masseus
2006-04-08 - I got funding!; I got celebration; I got offers to socialize but I'm lazy/meh-ish
2006-04-08 - I really need to update more often
2006-04-03 - "boy's night out"; NRSA writing; misty lake
2006-04-01 - Patriotism straight from the wallet
2006-03-28 - Waiting for all sorts of academic shit; Hill
2006-03-23 - Poem: "I require a gun and espresso"
2006-03-22 - Summer stipend application; training new assistant; Hill sleeping over (no, not like that); etc.
2006-03-16 - Chicks, more chicks, honors societies, blood cultures, science conferences
2006-03-15 - Roll the dice
2006-03-12 - PNI studying; another desperate student; pool with Brian
2006-03-11 - Fingers Nearly Meet: a poem
2006-03-10 - Wow, now that's some grade-A dumb
2006-03-08 - Insomnia
2006-03-07 - An ode to the country's head Dick
2006-03-07 - Ale and the aftermath; pre-spring break things
2006-03-02 - A Dialogue
2006-03-01 - Life update (part 2 of 2)
2006-03-01 - Life Update (part 1 of 2)
2006-02-26 - Goetia or theurgy. I never could say.
2006-02-21 - Random annoying shit annoys me. Yeah.
2006-02-18 - Shopping for new clues; I fucked up
2006-02-16 - The weather, old and new friends, and other things that never change
2006-02-14 - A long day of research and classes
2006-02-12 - A Detroit Dream
2006-02-10 - Wow, my job is incredibly fun and easy; finding an apartment
2006-02-05 - Two parties, two weeks, and pretentious bourgeoise white people
2006-01-31 - If it's not one thing, it's another
2006-01-31 - Another lovely misunderstanding
2006-01-29 - Most random diversion ever
2006-01-28 - PNIRS abstract; Hill's advice; pre-Becky party; Jack is back; Cam is gone
2006-01-26 - Rejection
2006-01-25 - Tooth work; heard back from Hill
2006-01-24 - When it comes to bats, size matters
2006-01-22 - One week back: Getting the APA app out; Hillary and her family, take 2
2006-01-20 - Politics this Week!
2006-01-18 - Katie's b-day drinking fiesta: I actually hit on women..on my own (Part 2 of 2)
2006-01-18 - Katie's b-day drinking fiesta: I actually hit on women..on my own (Part 1 of 2)
2006-01-17 - The burnt out house: a conclusion
2006-01-17 - Slow day before the semester begins; Hill; diatribe about overt aggression
2006-01-15 - Vague metaphors of ones I care for hurting; the burnt out house keeps calling, or am I calling it?
2006-01-13 - Fellowship drama bullshit
2006-01-10 - Fellowship apps; Hill; Bryan
2006-01-07 - Ode to concrete love
2006-01-06 - Updated: Last night in Detroit (this time around)
2006-01-04 - Mating cry of the gastric acids
2006-01-04 - Cat's Corner lullaby
2006-01-02 - Manifesto of a fuck you. This is MY vacation.
2006-01-01 - Intermission
2005-12-28 - Beginning of 2nd 2005 Detroit trip
2005-12-26 - 2005 Christmas: it sucked; trying to find transmission place; more photography: it kicks ass!
2005-12-25 - Follow-up to Christmas Eve, and the beginning of Christmas
2005-12-24 - Christmas Eve: meh
2005-12-23 - Two parties, one friday
2005-12-21 - A hymnal for the complicated
2005-12-15 - Yeah...finals..I'm working...yeah
2005-12-12 - Pool, movie, german drunkery, strip club, sweater party. One day. Hit it.
2005-12-09 - Gee, another lab fuck up..woop...and hey, I get ditched. Great.
2005-12-08 - Pedro's (3), Pious/Scott, Hillary
2005-12-05 - Detroit, Detroit, any fucking sum of money for Detroit
2005-12-01 - Winter; nearly done with analyses; Hillary; the ink cartridge episode
2005-11-25 - Thanksgiving weekend so far
2005-11-23 - Diversity meeting over ham and cheese; Hillary
2005-11-17 - Oy, with the work and the sleeping
2005-11-12 - Poem: 'bleak weather friend'
2005-11-08 - Yeah, better
2005-11-07 - I should have fucking known..
2005-11-04 - Damned transient mild depression
2005-11-03 - Life just got more complicated...but in a good way: the 2005 leather and lace halloween party
2005-10-28 - Ferret Jen and the Brad paper
2005-10-22 - What in the fuck...
2005-10-20 - The Dan, Dan, Meg party o' October
2005-10-18 - My Mood
2005-10-18 - Study study study...oh, point gathering opportunity in stats
2005-10-16 - Something to Come Home to
2005-10-14 - Project defense meeting; revising Brad paper
2005-10-13 - Scenes from a Car Window
2005-10-11 - Work work work workity werrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrk workity work (spam spam) workity weeeeerk workity work (spam spam)
2005-10-09 - So tired you feel drunk
2005-10-07 - Well that was an inspired orgasm of ranting
2005-10-07 - Fuck the sound machine
2005-10-06 - a4ryyq3a4yq35yha5ha
2005-10-05 - Yeehaw, another day, another presentation, another restless night
2005-10-04 - Damn it feels good to be a teacha'
2005-10-03 - Work work work work work work sleep work work work work work...
2005-09-28 - The slightly smaller storm before the bigger storm
2005-09-28 - Halfway through 2 straight weeks of working, and it feels mighty fine
2005-09-25 - Fuck modesty. Right now, I rock.
2005-09-25 - Damnit Auriel..
2005-09-23 - Work work work work work...but on a friday, so hey
2005-09-22 - Well shit skippy..
2005-09-21 - Well that wasn't too horrifying...
2005-09-21 - I should have known....never leave your goddamn phone on
2005-09-20 - The Days the Marathon Drove by
2005-09-18 - Sorta busy, sure
2005-09-18 - Some fun bullshit, some not fun annoying bullshit
2005-09-14 - I'm busy, but y'know, I'm pretty good
2005-09-12 - Working for the man every night and day
2005-09-06 - doingthisnowthiswritethisgetthisdownanalyzeweirdmonkeywowaeotj3a4otja4iotaje4ae
2005-09-05 - Classes start tomorrow. Last year of 'em really, I guess.
2005-09-04 - Random quotes
2005-09-03 - I keep going 'round and 'round on the same old circuit..
2005-08-30 - This Week in 'News'! (1)
2005-08-29 - Vertigo sucks
2005-08-27 - Happy birthday Trisha, I'm in the Michigan milita (part 2 of 2)
2005-08-24 - New Photographs
2005-08-23 - Happy Birthday Trisha, I'm in the Michigan milita (part 1 of 2)
2005-08-19 - Two more nights of drunk olympics! The 200m karaoke dash, among others!
2005-08-16 - Switching hats: a more familiar desperation
2005-08-14 - Extended Weekend of Cool Drunkery! (Part 3 of 3); fuck I hate silly little lab problems
2005-08-10 - Extended Weekend of Cool Drunkery! (Part 2 of 3)
2005-08-08 - Extended Weekend of Cool Drunkery! (part 1 of 3)
2005-08-06 - Almost half a week of partying!
2005-08-02 - Mercy-Makers and party favors: Mustapha Dance for the martyrs
2005-08-01 - Fired one of the undergrads; discovering a tome to solve data troubles; ranting about my leader
2005-07-31 - The answer to why life sometimes sucks
2005-07-30 - The game project continues; why the Ph.D. ain't what it used to be
2005-07-28 - Yes
2005-07-24 - Mrr?
2005-07-23 - Carbonated absinthe and celestial drooling
2005-07-20 - Yay for mid-week drunkedness; plans to go out to NYC
2005-07-18 - I just repaired the apartment complex's dryer with a nail file
2005-07-17 - Useless bags of flesh; jury duty again?
2005-07-14 - Well at least I don't feel like shit anymore
2005-07-12 - Brimstone and being brought low
2005-07-10 - ...Intermission still here! Yes.
2005-07-09 - A brief intermission!
2005-07-08 - Part 1: 4th of July weekend, A.K.A. Puffy Cloud time
2005-07-07 - Heaven and Hell in three days: a prologue
2005-07-01 - Sweet summer sweetness; possible visit to Illinois or St. Paul
2005-06-27 - Chatting with Megan; mild bitching about work; a grocery run not filled with maiming and murder
2005-06-26 - Shamanism: the pain in the ass that's occassionally useful
2005-06-24 - Camo
2005-06-23 - My first week back; I'm different just like everyone else
2005-06-18 - Best. Christmas. Comic Page. Ever.
2005-06-17 - UPDATED!: "Superman is a dick!"; I'm happy this week is over
2005-06-15 - The wonders of vicodine, and monkey business
2005-06-13 - "Satan's little cotton fingers!" and Demon Hunter Extraordinaire
2005-06-12 - Sudden (non life-threatening) health problem
2005-06-09 - Damn, time flies or mailing lists suck
2005-06-05 - Rain; the midnight forest jaunt; lab stuff; the pub crawl
2005-05-30 - The End is Fucking Nigh
2005-05-29 - Less dog ass, better photographs; ranting
2005-05-28 - The finer points of body language
2005-05-26 - Non or Non Sequitur?
2005-05-24 - Salad Days
2005-05-19 - Living the Life of Riley, part 2 of 2
2005-05-19 - Living the Life of Riley, part 1 of 2
2005-05-15 - And that's the news
2005-05-09 - Finals week: this has been a laid back motherfucker--sorta; Saturday socialness.
2005-05-05 - It's not 3am, but you are listening to Los Angeles
2005-05-01 - I'm..ahead of my work!; financial shit resolved; summer travel plans
2005-04-29 - Right, I was wrong. Now I'm fucked. EDIT: Ok, maybe not.
2005-04-28 - Well fuck, this is not good at all.
2005-04-27 - A little WTF from me to you
2005-04-26 - How it all began (for this journal); normal life stuff
2005-04-23 - Forgetting stuff way too much
2005-04-18 - Just a bit of fun...
2005-04-16 - The end of the week got much better--Thank God (or some approximation thereof); prospects for the future
2005-04-12 - Injury to injuries: portrait of a bad day
2005-04-11 - I didn't get the 1st of two fellowships; beginning experiment; lab meeting; NEW: Quote
2005-04-08 - Drunk reflexes; monkey exam 2 with hot nerd presence; my brain damage presentation (update part 2 of 2)
2005-04-07 - Jess' 80's party last saturday; those damned camcorder tapes (update part 1 of 2)
2005-04-05 - The Entymological Conspiracy continues
2005-04-04 - Busy busy busy (real update soon)
2005-04-02 - She's fine
2005-04-02 - -
2005-03-31 - Experiment setup, busy days, busy nights
2005-03-30 - Pre-experiment wonko batshit crazy time; orchid photography showing
2005-03-28 - Random shit since I'm too busy to update
2005-03-26 - Let. The. Bitch. DIE.
2005-03-24 - Gee, a terrorist attack warning, you don't say
2005-03-20 - The Persistent Milwaukee Man
2005-03-20 - To continue
2005-03-15 - Pre-spring break whatnot: cafe bitching types; encounter; project almost up
2005-03-11 - Stats Midterm: I think I kicked ass; open mic night, Scott & Bryan; it's Friday, and only one fuck-up
2005-03-09 - Last Minute goodness
2005-03-09 - The stats midterm: yet more studying still
2005-03-06 - Stats Midterm; bitch bitch, whine whine
2005-03-04 - Friday night in Insanity; The hunt and discovery of undergrad assistants; Lunch with david
2005-03-01 - Last Thursday: an interesting open-mic time; walk and talk with Bryan
2005-02-24 - Prelude to undergrad interviews; more of the usual
2005-02-21 - Hunter S. Thompson dead at 67
2005-02-18 - Binary reunions; the way of the geek is manifest
2005-02-15 - A familiar nightmare; Dr. C and milk money; Another county line; EDIT: Damn, that's kinda hott
2005-02-14 - Single's Awareness Day 2005
2005-02-13 - New photographs for that pre-holiday..cheer
2005-02-11 - The Lighthouse, She (Poem)
2005-02-11 - Behavioral observations of monkeys (no, really)
2005-02-09 - Beating the drums, wanking the public
2005-02-07 - A diatribe on the corporal punishment of children
2005-02-05 - The Plague Doctor (Poem)
2005-02-03 - The cold is dead, long live my immune system; work shizat
2005-02-02 - Still kinda sick
2005-02-01 - Confusing..
2005-02-01 - The pill's under my pillow
2005-01-31 - It could be...
2005-01-29 - Free time mostly continues; becoming lead dialogue writer and editor
2005-01-25 - Go-Go boots and radiator flossing
2005-01-24 - I can't complain
2005-01-20 - Beating blocks to circles
2005-01-18 - First day of classes
2005-01-17 - MLK Day: Well at least I can clean more..
2005-01-16 - Just before the beginning of the semester
2005-01-14 - What vacation?
2005-01-13 - Odd encounters
2005-01-11 - World unto myself; New photographs
2005-01-10 - Detroit vacation for the holidays: Part 6 of 6
2005-01-10 - Detroit vacation for the holidays: Part 5 of 6
2005-01-10 - Detroit vacation for the holidays: Part 4 of 6: 5-0 is a mofo; New Age versus Catholicism with my post-modern mediation.
2005-01-06 - Detroit vacation for the holidays: Part 3 of 6
2005-01-06 - Detroit vacation for the holidays: Part 2 of 6
2005-01-06 - Detroit vacation for the holidays: Part 1 of 6
2005-01-05 - Back from Detroit: pre- 3 or 4 part update
2004-12-28 - Short Note
2004-12-23 - It's 430 miles to Detroit. I've got a camera bag, thermal underwear, and NPR set on the radio dial. Dig it.
2004-12-20 - The statistics final and its aftermath (Part 2 of 2)
2004-12-20 - The statistics final and its aftermath (part 1 of 2)
2004-12-16 - Dear friend in the hospital
2004-12-16 - National Public Radio archives; studying for stats final
2004-12-14 - Plea of a Man to the Cafe Commonwealth
2004-12-14 - The trick with monkeys..
2004-12-13 - More studying for finals
2004-12-12 - The ghosts come out to mass
2004-12-11 - Political articles worth reading
2004-12-09 - Got shit done. Yeah.
2004-12-09 - From the mire of hell-struck panic to calmly mild stress
2004-12-06 - Project project project...and some wacky shit
2004-12-06 - A new report from The Pentagon indicates "the war for 'hearts and minds' in Iraq is lost"
2004-12-03 - It's the little things...
2004-11-29 - Accomplished alot this Thanksgiving holiday
2004-11-28 - I'm tired, don't ask me
2004-11-26 - Holiday Cheer
2004-11-25 - Thanksgiving 2004
2004-11-24 - The Wounds of Dusk
2004-11-23 - That 2nd midterm was my bitch
2004-11-21 - Gone through every past midterm 2 for stats
2004-11-20 - Baby, be my umlaut
2004-11-20 - It continues.
2004-11-17 - Factory of Circles
2004-11-12 - Random Poetry Moment; Ford Fellowship and my amazing advisor; opportunities
2004-11-10 - Switching grant gears: the NSF; Jalapeno Girl
2004-11-07 - The last week; NIH proposal; update on treason
2004-11-05 - The Poem of the Three Betrayals
2004-11-03 - Darker times ahead
2004-11-03 - My faith in my fellow citizens was not at all well placed
2004-11-02 - Vote
2004-11-01 - The paper is fat and done!; Halloween Weekend
2004-10-27 - Mosh; paper going well
2004-10-24 - Starting the emotions paper
2004-10-23 - Articles articles; holiday plans
2004-10-22 - The usual
2004-10-20 - Between the bars; did well on the midterm
2004-10-19 - Going through the motions..again and again and again and...
2004-10-18 - A drunk, drunk, drunk thursday..and all the stuff after
2004-10-14 - Midterm over, drinking to ensue; this past friday movie night
2004-10-13 - The statistics midterm tomorrow
2004-10-12 - In a rutt?
2004-10-10 - New photograph!
2004-10-08 - The President's bulge: a first debate SNAFU?
2004-10-07 - Back on top of stuff
2004-10-06 - Candle starting to burn at both ends
2004-10-03 - Good progress on 2nd emotion paper and other stuff
2004-10-02 - Long days, long hours, much work
2004-09-30 - My thoughts on the first 2004 debate
2004-09-28 - More or less typical times
2004-09-27 - Getting science articles, or Sadistic Architects from Mercury
2004-09-27 - Getting science articles, or Sadistic Architects from Mercury
2004-09-27 - Damned photobucket
2004-09-25 - Entering the groove; random Madison factoids; {UPDATED} Stuff related to T and important diatribe
2004-09-21 - Getting caught up and a little ahead..a little.
2004-09-18 - Odd Starshmucks crowd; The first heated week of grad school
2004-09-18 - Poetry: "The Pillow Book"; "The Witching Hour"; "Testing the Water"
2004-09-13 - Mini-Update: Things going well
2004-09-10 - Wireless connections=zombie beast weasels; doing class readings
2004-09-09 - Bits of things to come
2004-09-06 - Insanityville: General impression so far
2004-08-31 - Trip Day 4: "The End"; First few days in Madison; Apt. swapping
2004-08-29 - Trip Day 3: "Sweet and flat Nebraska, stuffy Iowa, mastering transmission shifting'
2004-08-26 - 'Once bitten, Twice thoughtful'
2004-08-24 - Trip Day 2: "Et tu, Buick?"
2004-08-22 - Trip Day 1: "Hot days suck"
2004-08-13 - Last night in Los Angeles
2004-08-11 - I fucked up on registering
2004-08-09 - Political article: Osama bin Laden's influence on the Muslim world
2004-08-09 - Summaries are fun
2004-08-05 - Mega Update: Funerals, Punk, woodland wackiness, and PORN!...well, some porn. PART 4
2004-08-04 - Mega Update: Funerals, Punk, woodland wackiness, and PORN!...well, some porn. PART 3
2004-08-02 - Break from Mega update, or 'is this a reply to my email?'
2004-07-31 - Mega Update: Funerals, Punk, woodland wackiness, and PORN!...well, some porn. PART 2
2004-07-28 - Creativity: Some updates and new poems
2004-07-27 - Mega Update: Funerals, Punk, woodland wackiness, and PORN!...well, some porn. PART 1.
2004-07-26 - UPDATED: Teaser entry?
2004-07-21 - UPDATED: Cardboard pants, dog hills, and the port police
2004-07-18 - SNL is absolute shit; Sacred Grounds donations; More Photographs
2004-07-16 - Spiderman 2; Attila dinner or Movie Premieres Suck; King Arthur thingy; big spider
2004-07-14 - Poetry: 'The Hecatae'
2004-07-14 - Maybe I really have been more productive than I thought
2004-07-09 - Another dental visit
2004-07-08 - I hate Conservative DJ's
2004-07-07 - Unexpected message; seeing Attila for dinner
2004-07-06 - 4th of July: another uber dinner!; Photograph
2004-07-02 - Public service announcement
2004-07-01 - Farenheit 9/11 and Tijuana Jones
2004-06-28 - I wrote fiction, woot to me; dinner with Gran
2004-06-23 - Away to Gran's again; Go see Farenheit 9/11
2004-06-20 - Hitting up relatives for cash in hour of need; new photograph and news!
2004-06-18 - I need financial help (NEW added bit at end)
2004-06-18 - Dog's dinner; fixin' chat
2004-06-17 - Root-cleaning is a tad misleading
2004-06-17 - Maintenance
2004-06-15 - Part 2: Trip up to Santa Barbera: severe malfunction and fun in spite of it
2004-06-15 - Part 1: Trip up to Santa Barbera: severe malfunction and fun in spite of it
2004-06-11 - Upcoming photo op at Santa Barbara; taking care of finances
2004-06-10 - Mama said there'd be laundry lists like this, laundry lists like this...
2004-06-05 - Perchance, to dream.
2004-06-05 - Night out with GE and J
2004-06-01 - Away for a few days; New Photograph
2004-05-29 - New Photo; Going out with GE and J
2004-05-28 - Friday plan
2004-05-27 - The American economy: just where is the new growth?
2004-05-25 - The two universal truths of feeling better: buying and booze; my problem with going out; miscellaneous
2004-05-23 - Visits; lack of problems = good; odd feeling
2004-05-20 - Apartment Hunt!
2004-05-19 - Both
2004-05-17 - Movie and Dinner with GE; Madison apartments
2004-05-13 - Photography..yup, just photography
2004-05-11 - Rent money; planning a vision quest
2004-05-11 - Revisiting Hell, a short story; Mother's Day; Photographs
2004-05-08 - Spared from the dirty Sanchez of life
2004-05-07 - Donation/Photo Print FAQ
2004-05-07 - The Friday agenda
2004-05-06 - New Annoyances; Photographs
2004-05-03 - Photography trip to Palos Verdes cliffs
2004-04-28 - The last visit to my Great Grandmother; a minor getting liquored up before BBS meet
2004-04-26 - Funny thing happened on the way down the hill...; thinking about Santa Cruz
2004-04-24 - Long, but good, like Rod Steele or a dachsund; new photograph
2004-04-22 - Message and miscellaneous
2004-04-18 - Leaving the Zivago lab, part 2
2004-04-15 - Best web-comic of all time
2004-04-14 - Articles and a new photograph
2004-04-12 - Leaving the lab, part 1
2004-04-11 - Political articles on 9/11 commission and commentary
2004-04-09 - Well I guess the feeling is mutual, Jim-Bob
2004-04-07 - Discordia strikes again, for glory!
2004-04-05 - Well it ain't like it's lava and electricity
2004-04-05 - Hot damn, peace and Bin Laden were in our grasp
2004-04-04 - Allegory, It
2004-04-01 - I accepted the Madison offer; photography