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Apathy from frozen concentrate 2006-06-28 - 7:36 p.m. 
I have achieved an almost Zen state of total focused apathy. Listening to Five Way Mirror helps the process, as if making an HD channel of my already laid back programming. I could make skyscrapers and old monks explode by nonchalance alone at this moment.Working without emotion, only disturbed by local conversation in the most mild and passing of ways. I am 80-20 in favor of not going to the Inferno tonight. Second-hand smoke and alcohol have their flair and drives, but even the idea of dancing does nothing. I love working inside Barriques because their sandwich dinners are so small and sensible. Tiny salad, small sandwich, small soup. White people food, as if I were a rabbit that liked aged cheese and thick corn-red pepper liquid. The prospect of speaking to anyone but me is strange and warped. I seem equally as likely to become an oak tree as to continue typing in the vast scheme of things. The rain steadily falls outside, a vast spiggot forgotten by ancient gods still making supper. With that, I'll make like a leaf and leave. |
