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Imminent exposure 2002-05-21 - 4:41 p.m. 
Last day of studying for the last final. I think I can handle it. My mind keeps wandering to the future, but I mentally smack myself and put myself back on course. We exist in the present and that is all that exists, so say some old eastern men. And for now I can take comfort in totally being here...not for enlightenment, but escape. As I said before, I don't want a future...and this test is the final vestige, my last stepping stone before I jump off into the darkness and swallow myself into some new labyrinth to lose myself in. I will miss this hell.
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