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Insomnia 2006-10-16 - 5:11 a.m. 
It's close to dawn.Haven't slept a minute all night. My head is stuffed up, I barely feel tired, and I wish for once I didn't have to fight my body and mind for at least a little respite from this hell. I don't know what the morning will bring. I've always been able to sleep just a little, and that's been enough. So I have insomnia, fear what having insomnia will do to me, and that merely perpetuates it. I've tried all the usual techniques. Nothing. For some reason I just want to stay awake. I enjoy suffering, but not like this. |
