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Note to previous post 2001-07-17 - 1:00 p.m. 
What has my ambition brought out in me? Should I keep this post here? Does anyone deserve to feel this with me? I wonder if I am the monster I seem to think of myself as now and again. I don't think I am, others don't either...but I need to express this somehow. I can't stand feeling these things crawl up inside me while I fight wars for control. I can be so balanced, so at peace...but then times like this come. I don't know why...it is who I am, and...I'm afraid noone else accepts or understands that. I work in extremes, it is just that simple.
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