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Proving grounds 2002-07-16 - 4:25 p.m. As it bellowed I felt barriers in me give away. I wanted to believe it was all gone but it's right here. I'm just peacefully living and it feels like a lie. There's no war anymore, not yet, just a possibility. I want it again. This man stands here and I want out of this transitional phase, whatever this limbo is. Part of me is tied down, unused. I can try turning it to something productive but fuck it's difficult. I'm angry at myself for just sitting around here and doing nothing. Ahhh, fortunately though I have a homework assignment. The UC Davis guy emails me, says he wants me to design this experiment and have it ready by friday. I "shouldn't worry too much," but I've got a feeling this is my admissions test. I expect the worst usually. I'm glad to have a real task at hand, but why would he ask this? I guess he wants to be absolutely sure I'm competent. Two days and change, I can do this. I can prove myself again.
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