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Firm Foundation and Old-New Patterns 2010-07-13 - 6:37 p.m. 
I have been called no less than a dozen times by 6 different people over the course of my work day. All of the sudden all of these people I know are coming out of the woodwork to say hi. Well. Hey. It's deja vu from times hereto. Even so, I still remember what life was like in early March, when the wind blew thick through the ashen smoke, and I made campfires upon the ruins of a dead social scene. The break-up holocaust. The cleansing ritual. The contrition constriction. Another chance to reinvent, reconstitute, and re-establish myself. I was lost. I had no appreciable contact with anyone. I stumbled forward and backward, stitching past things into present-chains. And shifting around present elements into admixtures and alloys, hoping to render some new alchemy. Something that wouldn't be immediately recognizable. Something to show me that I'd progressed as a human-being on a life path, on a road that didn't keep swing around in a four year circle until death descended. So. I'm back here again. Feels like I've never left and as if I've never been here. I'd say 'can't keep a good man down'. But plenty of the downtrodden are like that. So I guess I ain't good. Good.
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