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.... 2001-07-25 - 1:41 a.m. Wy can't I just sanp out o fit...I'm not that tired, not drunk, but this feeling, I don't know what it is, can't describe it...I'm held in a grip, being pulled down and along by some masterful engineering. I'm like a Saab or maybe some sporty German car. I wish there were someone I knew I could talk to right now, resolve what is reality and what isn't. The curious distinction of my having arrived here with little conscious recollection bothers me...the fact that I am not thinking while I right this bothers me as well. Leaving again...should be good, but thenwham, this....so strange... Update 02/2004 Wow, actually using my journal to remember sections of my life is bizarre. This was the last night I was ever in Boston. For some reason I couldn't sleep, was delusional, or some combo like that--and I had to visit my old work place at William James Hall over at Havard University. The streets were utterly deserted. I remember the walk was long, difficult, cold. I became better when I actually got there..but to this day I'm not sure what compelled me to return that last time. Nostalgia, maybe.GuestbookWritten and photographic content, 2001-2070, Gemini Inc., All rights reserved. Disclaimer. |