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Anticipation 2002-04-04 - 12:35 p.m. I can't stand it when things don't go right. Sure life is about the failures that brought you to the successes of where you stand now...but I fundamentally lack initiative and creativity when it comes to life. Give me a premise, some constraints, I'll write for you. Some topic, I'll work for you. The whole idea that life is MINE and ONLY mine...I can't fathom that. Maybe that's why family is so important for some people: it's a tangible thing that locks you in somewhere. The youth of today can bitch about needing individuality and creativity...but there's this instability to it all that, by itself, is dangerous. But I am starting to believe that this is my game. Damnit, why won't they contact me and end this creeping anticipation...? GuestbookWritten and photographic content, 2001-2070, Gemini Inc., All rights reserved. Disclaimer. |