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Am I putting you to sleep yet? Here! 2002-04-23 - 9:14 p.m. 
This is the first time I've ever been scared of a test...not because it was too hard (Thermodynamics forever covers that department), but because it's just...straightforward, simple, like a walk in the park without the landmines and turrets (and pigeons).I feel like there's something missing...some crevice she'll expose to the light of day during the test. We'll collectively flinch in horror. Some Shangri-La Hiroshima of chemistry induced madness. Could it be? Is she that evil? That cunning? Am I that paranoid? I could goof off...before the day of a test...I could do this and do it well, with time to spare to redo the practice test. But no, just on principle I have to stay up 'til 3am doing, re-doing...maybe even creating my own problems. I may just reach that level of sickness tonight. No people related things today, except Erin looked like death had come for her. Man, I thought I was in bad shape. She did bring it on herself, with rehearsals and equestrian stuff on top of school...but I still hope she makes it. I still really care about her. Eh, some things you just accept...this test being easy not among them. |
